Yes that should be true and how to properly answer on a public forum without over sharing?
So for better or worse here goes.
I haven't mentioned it before because I don't like to talk about it much, but I was pretty badly hurt in a explosion at work many years ago.
The outcome of that is working with my hands and arms can be very difficult, often frustrating, always uncomfortable and way too often very painful.
A lot of the building of this railway whilst being very challenging, rewarding and incredibly satisfying to have done.
It just wasn't fun whilst I was doing it and for many days afterwards too.
I am very glad I pushed myself to do it thou as what has been done brings me a lot of joy now and hopefully will for a lot of years to come.
So working on the railway now is mainly just fun, rewarding, satisfying and challenging.
The challenges now aren't so demanding and I don't have to push my physical abilities so much to overcome them.
Hope that explains things, without writing a novel.